forever alone is where I need to be…

September 12, 2011

I haven’t been writing much on my blog.  My focus has shifted to my studies.  You can not believe how relieved I am for this as its one of these things that I have wanted for so long!  To be able to focus on study and try to obtained decent scores to be able to eventually end up at Melbourne Uni, its a dream that could be reality.

But then comes the tonsilitis and the Flu! Fever, body aches, bringing up my stomach content from the weekend and not being able to stand up without feeling like going down…Why is it, when I am on a good roll, my body denies me to continue on.

I feel like I am dying or hit by a truck and my chest is stinging, resembling the start of a chest infection I had a few years back in a similar situation.

I just want to do well, but with all the above going on, what are you to do?  I can barely drink water at the moment, let alone go to uni.

But I shall persevere as uni is where I want to be.  I want to be a winner.

But first I need solitude and confinement.  Just to be by myself.  I love all my friends, but just for the next five weeks, please let me be.

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